Susie Q_ – Parts 1 and 2 · Part 1

Susie Q_ – Parts 1 and 2 · Part 1 (1/4)
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Delirious with joy at the realization that I would get to spend another evening with my Goddess Susanna I scurried off to do her bidding. The shopping list was long and the recipes were complicated. I had to hurry, as I was anxious about completing my tasks on time. I want to be Susanna's good little boy.

I keep thinking that there was something else in my life; I just can't remember what or when. I woke up yesterday and Susanna my Goddess was talking to me; I love just listening to her nothing else matters. I was physically week but compelled to listen to every word and the way it sounded; and do every little thing she asked. Until this morning that was all I could remember and when I asked her how long I had been here; she whipped me till I had whelps on whelps and passed out. I came to in her arms crying promising I wouldn't forget, promising to do every little thing she asked. Her warnings echoed, "don't make me whip you again; I don't want to hurt you, "it's your fault for not being my god little boy." They rang like an unanswered phone.

Susanna certainly had expensive tastes. She directed me to the most expensive gourmet grocery store in town for some of the ingredients. I was glad to use my ATM card and empty out my checking account in order to pay for my Goddess's wants. I had prepared the meal following Susanna's directions explicitly although I was a bit confused at her instructions to set four places for dinner. Nevertheless I was ready as instructed; on my knees, next to her chair, without a stitch of clothing on, with my leash in my mouth, precisely at 6:30. I prayed she would be pleased, as another lashing would reopen my wounds.

When I heard her key in the lock I was relieved. I had been withholding my bowel movement all day, and I had gone piss only once the whole day as per my instructions. She was very insistent with all her instructions; do the shopping 'fast' record your time, do 'NOT!' Forget.anything, I want the house cleaned. with the bed turned back, 'fast' record your time, get the meal ready to cook with the kitchen cleaned up 'fast' record your time, strip completely and sit by my easy chair with the leash in your mouth and the K-Y jelly in hand.

Susan's last words echoed as my urethra burned from holding back urine as it strained to escape. A sharp pain throbbed just to the left of penis as I strained to keep the flood contained. My sphincter ached from being squeezed so tightly holding back the explosive surges inside my bowels, "One piss take only 'one.' piss in this glass have it with you by your side at the chair. Under no circumstances are you to defecate you will keep it in. Do not.shit! If you do it better be because your rectum exploded and you are in the hospital or I will whip you till you are covered in blood."

When the key clinked in the lock and the door opened in front of me my heartbeat elevated and I was panting with very shallow short breaths, not sure if I could hold back my piss or turd as they both strained against my muscles.

"Hello my pet." She said as she breezed into the apartment, depositing her keys and purse on top of the buffet, and checking her phone messages virtually ignoring me, as I knelt nude in the middle of her front room. She put away here coat went to the kitchen and I heard her opening and closing drawers and cupboards and then walking in to the dining room. It sounded as though she was inspecting the silverware and dishes even the counter top. She returned and stood in front of me with a switch a willow switch in her hand. "Not bad for a beginner. I see you have most of what I asked you to have. Are you holding.? What. I told you to hold?"

"Ouh. I. Ugh." I was squeezing so hard it was difficult to speak so I just stuttered.

"I didn't here you. I don't see a cloth diaper or rubber pants. 'Do not.!' slip when you answer me." Susana snapped as she observed and then barked, "Now!"

"Ouhg! You didn't. say diaper. I've.done it all." I strained to talk loud enough so I would only have to say it once.

"So you are. holding your bowel movement, I can see you sweating now. that I'm looking at you." Susana coolly and coyly noted and teasingly added, "You look like you are about to burst. Are you?"

"Oh 'yeahahess' please my queen goddess I did all you asked." I was able to blurt between the painful anal spasms.

"Do not slip now squeeze that rectum shut and turn over. Keep those feet in the air while I get your diapers and rubber panties." She sang as she ordered and giggled as she walked to the bedroom.

The pain became excruciating when I rolled over and lifted my feet. My stomach burned; my whole urethra burned, and my sphincter throbbed. I was on my third-wind now, my queen goddess Susana was here, and she is going to help me here she comes arms full, towels diapers and rubber panties and soon I will be relieved.

"Higher. get those feet higher." Susana barked and gayly noted, "I can see that turd poking its nasty little tip out and your sphincter quivering. Oh you must hurt. Lift." Susan said with a cajoling tone.

She spread the white full sized towel and pulled it under me. The diaper she's folding it. 'Ouch that bolder sized knot hurts, lift,' I think to my self as she slides the diaper under my butt, and down. Her stroking my penis just makes the urge to pee worse. Susanna starts to fit the diaper to my legs tightly now around my waist. I know she wants me quiet while she does her thing. Here come the panties we are almost ready.

"Not yet." she snapped as she slid the rubber panties over the diapers, "I want you to stand up and ask first, do 'not.!' stutter, and did you know there are spots on the wineglasses, fingerprints on the silver, and not to mention bread crumbs in the sink. If you want to serve me you had better learn to do it right.! And Now.! Or it's the whip." She hissed angrily and then ordered; "Now walk around some and sway those hips of you'res and act like the slutty bitch I want you to be."

"Susan my queen I wrote it all down." I groaned as I squeezed my sphincter ever tighter and added, "As my loving goddess I obeyed and waited for you I really hurt and need to go potty. Will you please let me go?" I pleaded, while I looked right into her eyes. With each step my grip got weaker, I got closer to slipping and it got harder to breathe.

"Get on your hands and knees and wait. till I get my hand inside your diaper." She said calmly and adding as she slid her hand over my anus, "Ouch that is one taut puckered sphincter and your abdomen feel like cement," Susana added as she patted it with her other hand. "That turd is a little further out and urine is leaking out of your gland. I haven't said you could do that. What do you have to say about that?" She asked running a finger around my anus and squeezing my penis hard enough to hurt.

"I hurt really really bad, I can't hold it any tighter." I groaned and panic was creeping into my voice as my sphincter muscle was throbbing madly and the monstrous turd was starting to slip out.

"I know its time. let loose. go ahead. that's my boy oh.yes now you're going. Your piss is hot. Stop! I said stop hold it! That's it, okay start again go ahead. Ah. What is holding up that turd?" She shook me as Susanna urged me to grunt harder.

"It hurts to grunt, but I can feel it moving some my lovely." I gasped as I painfully grunted in an effort to please my goddess.

"Yea. I bet it does. That turd is so huge and solid. Now don't make any more noise, take in a full breath and gurunnt. That's my good boy." Susana cajoled.

I grunted and that monstrous rock hard turd exploded from my bowels with a painful contraction, and the trickle of urine turned into a full-blown flow. Another contraction forced an even larger but softer turd out as my heart beet pounded in my ears. I felt that hot turd squishing against my cheeks as Susan stirred it with her hand, rubbing it all over the inside of the diaper on my buttocks, on my testes, and being careful not to get it on my penis, but smearing it everywhere else. I could see her nostrils flaring as she voraciously sniffed the acridly reeking stench.

My anus grew hot from renewed blood flow, the cramping pain passed as my intestines rumbled and churned. My urethra still burnt not as bad but 'like' deeper and achier. I knew there was more urine ready to come out. Arrugghha. a real blaster of a fart splattered explosively inside the pile of feces followed by another gush of urine. I could hear her sniffing loudly and giggling impishly as the diaper filled with more feces and urine.

"Oh.! That's my boy.that is without a doubt the biggest and hottest shit ball I have ever seen. Good! Boy! Now get up and walk around I want to see that diaper sagging from the weight." She directed after slurping an escaped drool.

I stood up and right away I knew another wad was about to explode out into the overloaded diaper, and stammering I said, "Su.su.san I'm going to shi.it again." That look on her face as if she had not drank a drop of water and had just slaked her thirst and the brown smearing on her hand was sickening as she squished her fingers together.

"Go ahead I'll sit back and see if your diapers get bigger. Don't squat just stand and let it go." She directed her voice sounding almost soft from relief.

My legs quivered as my knees buckled slightly and I staggered a bit as another behemoth load of soft stool squished into the already bulging diaper, followed by another long loud fart bubbling in the liquefied feces filling the room with a stench beyond anything I had ever smelled causing me to give a few dry heaves. I looked at her crotch and watched the wet spot grow while her glazed eyes rolled back in her head and her mouth gaped. I felt warmth washing over my body from both the relief of the pressure and knowing that I had pleased my mistress greatly.

"That is the boy." she gargled as she salivated, wildly slurping and swallowing, "yea I could see them swell when you grunted. It's a good thing traffic was light, that last blast had to be the Ex-lax chip cookies I slipped you as I left." She added with a laugh.

"Ex-lax. I thought it was chocolate." I gasped out breathlessly and paused as another long and loud fart exploded followed by another gush of liquid feces.

"Walk around some in fact; go get that big dildo no wait walk around some more, then go get that thing, those are the fullest dipies I have ever seen. Now go get it you know the one. the long, fat, black one and make sure the batteries are still working."

"These diapers are starting to slip they are so heavy." I warned as I headed to the bedroom reaching for the elastic band. I was sure that the sloshing could be heard across the room.

"Don't touch them. Come back here." She snappishly ordered.

I walked back softly trying not to bounce taking short steps. When I got to Susan she cinched up the waistband and leg bands. I could feel her squishing the mess as she mashed the panties from the outside. It felt like some of the liquid mess was seeping out and oozing slowly down my legs. I walked back to the bedroom and found the 'one.' My goddess wanted to use on me; it always hurts at first, I don't know how she gets it in me. I could feel my dick and balls sinking into the warm fecal filth as I walked back into the front room.

"Oh! My. God those are full.ull. Yea.that's the one. Let's go get you cleaned up." Susan said in a voice trembling with anticipation as she stood and motioned me to the bathroom. I looked at the sink and saw the infamous douche bag sitting on it. she ordered, "Bend over." As I looked back down at the floor I heard her slip her panties off and throw them on the floor under my face. I could see the entire crotch was glistening, soaked with her juices. She struggled with elastic band as she pushed her hand back inside the bulging diaper smearing my buttocks, and poking her fingers into my anus. I staggered when torrential flow of urine burst out and splashed on my neck.

It went into my ears and up my nose; and eddies curled around my whole face soaking my hair, and leaking onto her panties ruining the sweet aroma of her arousal. In slid her fingers making my anus quiver she was much rougher this time it started to burn as she stretched it by ramming her hand forcefully trying to plunge her fist into my rectum but I was not big enough for her to do that. I knew not to moan or grunt as she pounded or it would mean a bad whipping. I felt the chill of wetness oozing down my thighs as Susan stopped her pounding and just sat there taking long quaffs and swishing her fingers inside my anus.

The slimy filth was turning my thighs to a shitty slime-brown down to my knees. I looked at my 'Goddess' Susanna, on her face, the smile, and the glaze in her eyes was beyond description. I saw a drool sliding from her lower lip as her mouth gaped and oozing down her chin Susanna slurped some of it back as she looked at her fecal colored hand. I thought to my self that I have been her good little boy and that I might get out of the whipping I was threatened with before she left this morning.

"O. Kay into the tub. Don't do anything just sit there on your hands and knees." She directed her voice sounding noticeably relaxed almost sleepy.

"I'm sorry I ju." I forgot what I was going to say she barked at me so loudly.

"Hush I want to clean you up good. Now hold still while I undo these straps. Ooh.! You.! Nasty boy." She said while trying to conceal her perverted pleasure, but that twisted smile, and those glazed eyes rolling and those nostrils flaring as she dropped the rubber panties and diapers. I love the smell of fresh gas as it is being pumped, and the smell made while an anus is being poked isn't too bad but the stench wafting from this mess could kill a maggot. I will never understand how the acrid smell of shit can turn someone on; and it was apparent that Susanna was aroused. Just as I looked at the mirror on the door, I saw her shimmering, pink, labia splayed, and a translucent gem of sweet cream dangle from her clitoris and drop to the floor. I was saddened at it's wasting I wanted so to drink it.

She started the water and after it warmed she asked "How's the water; too hot?"

"No. It feels good, my lovely; I'm so glad I could give you pleasure." I remembered her essence dripping to the floor, and how much I wanted to drink it.

"God Damn that was a monstrous load of shheeit.!" Susan said with a fiendish giggle.

"Look. Some of those little turds are too big to go down the drain." I pointed out as the water washed the acrid slime away.

"Oh yes push them down with your fingers. That's the way. I have to get you cleaned up I have a big surprise for you." Susanna said gleefully as she sprayed me with the nozzle.

"Are we going to eat first?" I cautiously asked. I was hungry for food but there was a stronger craving gnawing at my guts, I wanted her to give me more of her drugs and knew the time was drawing near.

"No." she said with a very fiendish tone adding, "A very big surprise. I know you will love it."

"Sounds enticing, you know I will love any thing you give me. Do I get a hint?" I asked as I watched the douche bag being filled, and her face beaming with that impish gaping grin as she looked at me holding the fat tube in her hand and biting part of her lower lip. I could feel my penis turning hard from anticipation, god how her anally introduced narcotics electrified my penis and testicles and oh how she glowed. My heart filled with love and yearning to satisfy her every whim as the warmth from the first little dose was taking hold.

"It'll ruin it for you. Now squat down a little, too much, that's it." Susan gleefully chimed and grabbed my penis as she stabbed my anus with the tube; she shoved it in so hard a sharp ache rang throughout my body. My legs quivered as the hot liquid gushed from the tube. "Oh dear Susanna that tingles." I cooed and urine began trickling out as the hot liquid went in. The first waves of relief washed across me radiating out from my rectum.

"I want to get you clean inside and out. You are leaking squeeze that sphincter tighter. I want you to hold it in, and let it all out at once. Good. now hold it till I get back from the bedroom." She ordered. My legs were turning rubbery, the orchestra was beginning to play in my head again and my eyes were getting heavier. As I squeezed tighter I stopped peeing and my entrails bloated as the solution flowed into my rectal cavity and I hoped my goddess master hurried back as the room spun around. It was starting to hurt just as I heard her at the door.

"Now close your eyes and turn that loaded ass to the wall." She said from behind the door. In she came, barked, "Grunt" and yanked the tube from my butt. I grunted, and out blasted the solution mixed with gas, exasperated I gasped, "That feels strangely nice." I noticed her filling the bag again. I saw the hairs of her inside thighs covered with an opulent glistening glaze and another gem forming inside her large labial folds.

She slurped back a drool and snappishly ordered; "Lay down on your back feet up you nasty boy we have to get you clean. Get those feet further back," She growled and lashed my thighs with the switch, "wider.!" she snapped and gave my buttock a loud cracking swat. The narcotic was starting to work; the whipping hurt terribly, but the pain was slow to register and when she cooed, "yes…" as she stood spraying me with hot water I began to love every sound and movement. I saw the bag hanging from her hand; she had put a much larger tube on the end of the hose. She just kept spraying me and looking at me that twisted smile gleaming then sat on the tubs edge and snapped, "Get those feet further back and wider, rock that butt higher, now get those eyes closed."

I shuddered as she shoved the tube in. It hurt more cause it was bigger around and it went a lot deeper cause it was longer. The liquid was warmer, and it was gushing in forcefully. I started to open my mouth to talk, and she put her hand over it.

"Hush. Keep those eyes closed. Now grunt hard." She demanded as she yanked the tube. "That wasn't very hard." She admonished as she shoved it in again harder and deeper.

"Ouhg.! I groaned loudly as I flinched, my eyes flicked open from the pain from the forceful intrusion.

"Hush.!" She shouted and the whip cracked across my skin, "Grab your feet from between your legs and pull your knees to your shoulders." She instructed, as she slid the tube inside working it with short strokes, "Now when I yank this out 'Grunt.!' and grunt hard I want to see it splash. out." She dictated adding; "Keep those eyes closed."

I felt the yank as the tube popped out, and a loud farting gush splattered out, a relieving feeling washed over me as the bloating eased. My sphincter's pulsing eased, some urine squirted in my face, and I was gasping to catch my breath. I jumped a little as Susan stuffed her middle fingers into my anus probing deep. She pushed her knuckle hard against my anus turning her fingers side to side, until she found my hot spot and started working it with her fingers stopping when my penis became turgid and my breathing turned erratic then yanked them out. I heard her sniff them.

"Well you are almost clean there wasn't any color in that last load, so let's get the first lathering, keep those eyes closed, and grab the rail, and stand up. No use both hands." Susanna ordered me about in a very business like manner.

It was nice to have someone washing me, but a brillo pad, scratchy, scratchy; the rinse water was really hot especially on the abrasions left by the brillo. It hurt a little more the second time; I shivered as she scrubbed my scrotum and penis with it.

"Okay lay back down, and grab those feet. This time I'm going to put it in, fuck you hard with it, and then take it out. I want you grunting the whole time." She explained as she tied the douche bag to the faucet and turned the water on high.

I felt her rubbing something on and in my anus, my eyes were getting tired from squeezing them closed. I grunted loudly when she jabbed me with the tube; it hurt more because she had replaced the end with a bigger one. It slid in deep and half way out then back in over and over; then a pop sounded as she yanked it out, but no fluid leaked out. Then a blinding pain exploded in my rectum, my body contorted from its intensity, "Ouuchh.! G." Susan's hand clamped my mouth closed.

"Hushh.! I 'will.!' whip you and hard! Stop your squirming. Hold still." She scolded adding, "We have to scrub the walls in there. I know you can do better than you are." She assured as she kept popping that larger tube in and out making my gut cramp but I felt my penis turning hard and strangely enough I was again coming close to cumming.

I could hear her snickering, and felt an explosive gush.! And the not water flooded in, and then the tube popped out, she would laugh licentiously each time I shuddered. I heard her turn the water off. I felt a pressure against my anus. I felt it spread as the pressure steadily increased and it started to burn not from chaffing as it was amply lubed it was burning from being stretched. My heart was pounding so hard I could only hear her voice as echoes 'grunt, grunt harder' she snapped and then it faded into a loud ringing buzz as the whole girth slid in. My leg muscles spasmed, I gasped and grunted from pain, and my bowels strained against the inward pressure as Susanna plunged that huge black dildo into my rectum, and then black.

The ringing buzz in my head vanished as a smell like ammonia filled my nose. My ass ached but it was empty, my rectal muscles were pulsing as if I had just taken another large dump and Susan looking at me with her twisted smile and glazed eyes and smelling that huge black dildo. I could hear her voice not the words and I could feel her rubbing my penis; just as it was starting to respond she stopped. I felt the pressure growing inside at the base of my shaft and the desire to cum filled my mind but I knew to hold it in my goddess would release my seed when it is time.

"Get up. It's time for one more douche and a soaping." She coaxed. "Move.!" She shouted, as I wasn't moving fast enough.

Susan started massaging my testicles as I clumsily stood and grabbed the rail. In went the tube and the hot liquid rushed in, I tried to hold it in but my sphincter was not working. The juice flowed into my rectum and then ran down my legs. Susanna pushed the tube in so hard it felt like it was going all the way into my throat.

Then she pulled it out started slapping my anus saying, "Come on squeeze it shut." She ordered and cajoling added while, slapping it with two fingers, "You can do it. That's my boy."

I squeezed and sucked and it went back into shape. I felt a sudsy washcloth slide across my body this time it was so warm it almost burned. My brain felt like it was tingling and I started to drift as the soap covered me completely, and then the hot rinse water splashing onto me and as the soap was washed away I started to perk up, but the craving for orgasm was surging inside my testicles.

"There you go all washed up, down, inside and out. I want you to lay down with your feet up 'you know how' wider. good."

My lips must've quivered as she put her hand on my mouth the same time she stuffed three of her fingers into my rectum up to her knuckles, and ordered, "Squeeze.! 'Tighter.!'" She barked, "Now let go, and again, again, and hold; now grip my fingers tighter and release quickly, faster. That's my good boy now relax. No.! Keep your eyes closed." She admonished as she slapped me across the face hard enough to make a loud cracking sound.

I could hear the medicine cabinet open and bottles clanging on the sink over the ringing in my ears. I listened to the enema bulb being opened, and the water running in the sink getting warmer. I detected the sound of bottles being opened and tapped on the rubber bulb, and graduals spilling into the bulb. I could here the water being turned down and briefly run into the bulb, being shaken and then filled the rest of the way. I listened to each step as Susan walked back to the tub and sat in eager anticipation.

"You are my good boy." She sweet-talked as she began stroking my penis and compressing the gland, my penis sprang erect from the stroking my muscles tensed as I neared climax, "Oh what's that oozing out of your penis?" She examined squeezing more onto her finger and put it in her mouth. "That isn't urine." She remarked and beamed a wet smile at me.

My head was swimming her cajoling was ringing in my ears as she continued massaging my penis sweet-talking. "You did a good job for me today, and I have a big surprise for you soon. But for now I'm going to let you say just one word for the rest of the night one answer to two questions. Oh my.! This peenie has turned into a throbbing hard dick. Do you want to stay my good for the rest of the night and do you want to do exactly what you are told to do?"

"Yes.!" I lay there with my penile muscles flexing as she squeezed my gland the stretching fore skin over it, and tugging at my erect penis; slowly massaging the length of my penis with one hand, running her fingertips over my scrotum massaging my testicles with other. I felt my muscles tensing as I neared climax and she stopped; I thought my Goddess only a few short strokes away from releasing my seed don't stop now.

Susie Q_ – Parts 1 and 2 · Part 1 (1/4)
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