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tangled creepers up the rickety fences. He spread out a blue plastic sheet and then got out a huge bucket and filled it with the hose. He walked past me and got two brushes from under the kitchen sink and then took my arm. I resisted until I couldn’t keep my balance any more.
He talked to me while he fiddled about behind me, I gasped when he brought two lengths of the chain between my legs, he pulled the chains through a D ring there at my front and then explained he was expecting me to have finished cleaning the pots by the time he came home. I didn’t bother resisting when he locked my wrists to the ends of the chain.
‘What if someone comes?’ I whined.
‘Then hide. I’ll leave the chain long enough so you can get in the shed.’
I looked at the shed which looked as if it would collapse at any time and shuddered.
‘Have fun.’ he said as he disappeared inside and I heard the door click as he turned the key.
He came back round after locking the front door and got in the van and drove away without even looking at me again.
I stood feeling like an animal left outside. I looked down at my ankles and saw he had made the chain about a foot across which made walking easier. However I couldn’t get out of the garden. I wouldn’t have anyway and he knew that, I couldn’t bear for anyone to see me like this, trussed up.
I sat down on the plastic sheet and went to pick up a pot. The action brought the chain between my legs tight and I gasped. I had to shuffle really close to everything to avoid cutting myself in two. Idiot he had left it too short. All the movements I made were transferred to my pussy. Soon I found myself doing the same rhythmic cleaning of a single pot which was already clean. I shook myself out of the sexual stupor and was horrified to see how far the sun had moved round and how many pots were still to do. I got up on my knees which eased the pressure a little and worked hard until there were only two stacks left.
I thought I had a little time to chance feeling that nice feeling again and sat down stretching my legs out. The sun was full on me now and getting hot. I thought how strange my tan marks were going to look with the thick leather belt and cuffs. I then lay down and enjoyed the sun for just a little while. It took my hunger away as well to think about sex. I wriggled my wrists feeling the chains pulling at my tender nub. Soon they were slippery from my juices and I writhed on the wet plastic until I came in a sweaty climax, crying out, careless of anyone who may overhear me.
I lay on my back for a while until the shade touched my body and I started. I had to finish the pots or else get no food.
I was sore from the chain now and it was hard to finish without causing myself pain. I started to feel like I needed to pee as well which added to my frantic cleaning. I had to finish before I tried to find somewhere to go. In the end I could stand it no more and walked with small steps until I was off the plastic sheeting. I looked desperately to see if there was anywhere I could go privately but there was no chance, I just had to go where I was.
I crouched and let the stream pass. I nearly died of shock when I heard a vehicle. I hurriedly finished and was trying to rush back to the plastic when Alex stepped out of the van and caught me.
‘Not finished.’ He said staring at me.
‘P… Please Alex. I had to pee. I would have been finished.’
I watched as his expression changed and he chuckled. He walked over to me and kissed me.
‘I didn’t expect you to finish them all sweetheart. It’s OK.’
I cried as he took me in his arms, I was shaky with nerves at being exposed all afternoon.
‘Come on, let’s go get you cleaned up.’
We showered together, me free of my cuffs at last but I had a collar locked on and the chain from it locked onto the exposed water pipe. He was so loving and washed and dried me carefully. I sighed and didn’t complain once about not being free. He left me naked in the warm bathroom and got dressed. He came back in holding his van keys.
‘They have a Chinese take-away in the village. Do you want to stay there or be in the bedroom?’
‘I don’t know.’
‘Well stay there I won’t be long.’ And with that he left me.
I had my hands free all the while I was in the bathroom so I didn’t mind so much. I could just sit on the edge of the bath and sat with my hands between my legs. I was helpless without Alex. He had so easily made a slave of me. I could have called out in the garden but I doubt anyone would have heard me anyway. The big house was too far away and all that was around were just fields and pockets of forest.
My nipples hardened as I thought how I had pleasured myself in the sunlit garden. I wondered if Alex could tell. Hopefully he thought it was just the sun making me flushed. I gently touched myself again and then stopped suddenly. If I got excited now he would know for sure. My mind was even more excited by my trying to stop myself. By the time I heard the key in the door all I could think about was having him inside me. I was sopping wet and couldn’t hide it.
‘I got you something to eat but I have to set up your chair first. And you have to promise not to fight me.’
‘Ok, Ok I promise. I’m hungry.’
I was starving after working hard all afternoon on a salad.
He came to get me after a few minutes and I smelt the food as he unlocked my chain from the pipe and led me to the kitchen. He had closed the curtains making it dim and had a candle on the table but when I saw the chair he wanted me to sit on I hesitated. Not because I had to wear my cuffs again but because suckered onto the smooth plastic was a dildo, it was at least six inches long and thick.
Only an ‘Oh.’ Escaped my lips.
‘I want you to think about something other than food when you sit at the table.’
I thought about how I had been so angry at Alex to begin with. A day ago I would not have even let him lead me from the shower but now as I stood looking at the shiny pink veined dildo I knew I wouldn’t need any lubrication. He was surprised how easily I slid into my chair and I sat gently biting my lip until my bottom was touching the cold seat. I let Alex click the locks to hold my wrists into the cuffs and I felt a shiver of excitement as he locked on the ankle cuffs.
‘Are you going to feed me?’ I asked, looking at all the dishes laid out.
‘No you can reach.’
‘But I can only get to the rice.’
‘Yes that’s the plan.’
I sighed heavily as my stomach grumbled. I reached to the table edge and when I leant down I could feed myself. It was awkward and every time I leant down I felt the dildo move within me. I was getting more and more heated as I ate and soon finished what I had been given. I sat back unable to wipe my mouth or reach a drink of the beer he had put out for himself. He apologised and came out with a glass of water and a straw so I could just lean down to drink. Again the movement made me horny and I couldn’t resist a wriggle.
‘Getting comfy?’ Alex asked, glancing my way.
‘What am I supposed to do?’ I answered moodily.
‘Do you want more?’
‘Food?’ I asked hopefully.
‘No, not food.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘This.’
He took a remote control out of his pocket and set it on the table.
‘No what? No you don’t want me to turn it on? Or no you don’t want it.’
There was a look I had never seen before on Alex’s face and I felt a little nervous for the first time. I really did have no choice in any of this. The thought made me move my hips some more and I licked my lips unconsciously. I was beginning to like this.
‘Since you haven’t answered me I have no choice. I need to see if I’ve spent my hard earned money on something worth my while watching.’
He took a napkin and wiped his face and sat back with his beer. Stifling a burp he reached for the remote and looked closely at it. He pressed the button without looking at me and I cried out.
‘Hmm… maybe something a bit less violent.’ I watched as he turned down the dial and pressed it again.
This time a small vibration tickled me and I tried to press against it. He slowly turned the dial until I was begging for him to let me come. He turned it down again and left me while he got up and put away some leftovers and washed up.
‘This will be your job tomorrow but if I catch you having eaten anything you won’t enjoy your evening.’
All through his chores I moaned and asked him to turn it up or off, finally as he started to dry up he turned round sharply and told me to shut up. I shouted then calling him several filthy names.
He walked out angry, when he returned I knew he’d bought something with him. All I saw was a flash of black leather as he came from behind me and forced a wad of leather into my mouth. He buckled it and went back to his wiping up. After the first dish he returned to the table and reaching down he switched the remote to full. I screamed into the gag when I finally came and slumped down as Alex turned off the dildo. Now I knew what reward was like and I fell asleep instantly after being secured to the old bed.
I was given no task the next day as Alex had another half day but I was told to do some cleaning. He said he would spend his tea break with Mark who sounded like a really nice man.
When he left me I had a long chain from my neck which dangled behind me tickling my bottom and still had on my waist chain and wrist cuffs. The cuffs were joined to my waist by about two feet of chain each so I was able to perform most tasks. The waist belt was attached to the dresser like before but with a much longer chain allowing me to get to the kitchen, bathroom and lounge but not as far as the door or the spare room where he’d told me he was keeping my lap-top.
I did what I could just to help the morning pass. I finished and lay on the bed for a while wriggling about to find the most comfortable position. The nagging hunger only disappeared when I thought about what reward I might get if I didn’t eat anything from the kitchen. Thinking about food I began to wonder if I could manage to fool Alex by taking something he wouldn’t notice. I thought a long time before I looked at the clock, it was ten thirty. I had at least an hour to think of something.
I stood in the kitchen and opened the old yellowed fridge. I shivered at the cold air coming from it, realising I had been naked for three days now. The leftover Chinese was there in its foil containers. What if I took just a tiny amount from each container, I was sure he wouldn’t notice that.
Feeling horribly guilty I make sure I put the containers back exactly as they were and closed the fridge. He wouldn’t know I was certain, I hadn’t taken any prawns as he might have counted them, I just had a few strands of noodles and some vegetables. My stomach still growled loudly and I felt worse as I took a long drink of water.
At twelve thirty Alex was back and looked around at the gleaming surfaces as I sat at the kitchen table waiting for him with a big glass of water.
‘You didn’t say I couldn’t drink water.’ I said defensively, trying to throw him off the scent.
‘Of course you can drink water.’ He smiled. ‘I’m so pleased you are taking this seriously.’
I felt a pang of guilt and when he kissed me I put my all into it.
He pulled away and looking grim he took my hands from his waist and walked out of the room.
‘What, Alex, what is it?’
I took a deep breath racking my brains for anything I didn’t do then it dawned on me. My breath! I had eaten a very spicy sauce, he must have tasted it. Oh why didn’t I clean my teeth? How could I be so stupid?
‘Come here.’ He shouted from the bedroom and rising on shaky legs I went through the door. He told me to lie down on the bed.
‘You are addicted to food, there is no reason for it, you have been tested and it’s not a medical problem Penny. It’s willpower.’ He spoke as he re-locked my hands wide apart to the headboard and my legs likewise, leaving me open for whatever he had in mind. ‘For God’s sake Penny, you only need to lose a stone by eating healthier, why can’t you manage it on your own?’
I lay my nerves on edge wondering what he was going to do, whip me I thought. ‘I didn’t want to have to use this but you will have to wear it for a while as your punishment.’ He pointed to a hood.
He knew I was hardly able to hold my breath long enough to jump into a swimming pool, how did he think I would manage wearing a leather hood with no holes for breathing.
‘No, oh No. This is not legal, you can’t make me wear that, you’ll suffocate me.’
‘I can and I will.’ He held up the masklike hood and I panicked. I thrashed about while he lifted up my head and brought the mask against my face, he pulled it down over my head and settled it into place, as he did I felt my air come back through two tiny holes beneath my nose. I still screamed for all I was worth but I could hardly hear myself as he laced the hood tight behind my head. I was scared when my world was black and I soon had to concentrate on breathing to stop myself getting lightheaded.
‘I will leave you now to think about what you did. I’m going out to eat. I’m going to throw the rest of the Chinese away, I don’t want it now you’ve poked around in it. You won’t need anything else to eat today as you stole food already.’
I tried to scream out, I didn’t want to be left, what if I choked. I vaguely heard the door slam but the hood cut out all the sound of his quiet engine. I cried a little but stopped myself when my nose became stuffy. I pulled uselessly at my wrist cuffs and swore then finally became still. All the exertion had made me hungry again. I lay limp and wished I hadn’t bothered, I could have been enjoying a salad. Alex let me eat as much as I wanted of all the salad stuff. I salivated at the thought of the melon I had seen in the fridge.
It felt like hours as I lay quietly, occasionally trying to pull my legs together when suddenly I felt a warm hand on my thigh. I screamed thinking a burglar was in the house until I heard Alex speak.
‘You weren’t alone baby, I wouldn’t be that stupid, I don’t want you to be hurt. I love you.’
He began to kiss me and I struggled to breathe as I felt him getting closer to my pussy which had instantly become warm. I felt his weight as he sat on the bed and then a tingling caught me unaware. He was using the little vibrator on my nipples. I moaned into the hot leather surrounding my face. Slowly he moved it down my body until I was raising my hips begging him to touch my clitoris with it. He didn’t and I then felt his hands unlacing the hood. My hair was stuck to me as I had sweated in my fear and frustration he gently brushed it back and gave a sad smile.
‘You know I didn’t have to look at the camera to see you had cheated on me. I smelt it on your breath.’
‘Camera?’
‘A tiny camera I set up while you slept last night. I hoped you wouldn’t cheat but you did.’
‘I’m sorry.’ I closed my eyes. I was sexually frustrated, hungry and contrite.
‘You don’t get to come today at all and I meant it about food too.’ He began to change my position as he spoke. ‘Back to how you were the first day but you may watch TV with me.’
‘I’m sorry.’ I said again as he led me to the lounge.
‘Perhaps you can do better tomorrow.’
‘Yes, yes I will.’ I promised.
The following weeks I did everything I was told and our sex life got better and better. I was always thinking about sex when Alex came home. He’d had to take my belt in by three notches already and I was feeling and sleeping better than I had in ages. He bought several little jobs home for me, he told me stories about him and Mark, then one day he suggested we go out together.
‘You’ll have to wear something long sleeved unless you don’t mind showing your tan lines.’
I was so pleased I went to the wardrobe to look and see what I had. I had plenty of clothes that covered me up because I was used to hiding my fat form, now as I held them up to me I realised how much weight I had already lost.
Alex came to stand behind me then produced the keys to my cuffs. He took my wrists and removed the cuffs for the first time in a month and I felt cold and strangely light without them.
‘Get dressed then, we go in half an hour.’ He kissed me and was gone. I still wore the tight belt so chose a long top and some leggings with an elastic waist which still clung to me although they were loose.
The evening was wonderful, Mark was very complimentary and I blushed often. He was blond and good looking but not as handsome as Alex to me. My tall dark man was now my master as well as my lover and all I wanted was to please him. Modestly I took my cues from him and when it was time to leave I wasn’t sad to go. All I had drunk was mineral water and I refused the crisps knowing they were no good for me or my new figure. I watched them eat with no trace of hunger or the resentment of when I was first restrained.
I was happy I realised and I could be like this for the rest of my life.
I smiled in the van on the way back and before bed I asked Alex to put my cuffs back on. I missed them and the thing they represented – his total control of me.
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